Tuesday, September 27, 2005

runaway... jury? bride?

When I'm in trouble, I run.
When I feel insecured, I leave.
When I fear something, I avoid.

When I want to play it clean, I get spatters.
When I want to be out of the mess, I'm somehow involved.
When I want to be neutral, I become the cause.

Thing is, I dont want to get involved, but I'm the lil kijang stuck in the middle. Now you tell me, is really my fault that:
I run?
I leave?
I avoid?

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Dear bloggie,

Mummy is sorry. I have been neglecting you. But baby bloggie must understand that work has been piling up on mummy. TEG* and MEG* now mummy have PPD* and H2S*. For all the scavengers in the world, mummy is sorry as I cant scavenge just a minute for my precious. You.

However, today, mum's gonna make it up to you kays? I have taken some time off my lunch time to spare some thoughts. Just to spend some quality time, after all that is what they teach me at the Parenting Courses. It isnt about quantity but quality.

I should be thankful. Children of today wouldnt understand that concept, but I trust that bloggie, you would.

Bloggie, mummy really love you. What's mummy's thoughts without you? The WWW wouldnt hear me out if not for you. I would not have good contact with friends from miles away if not for you. I did wished I knew about you whilst I were lonely in the city of Birmingham. I wouldnt have gone out my room if I had found you then. It would be just you and me and the whole wide web. See how you are a bridge of communication to me? How your existance is so significant? Or else mummy would be worst than the insignificant dot on a piece of A4.

Now, my love, my bloggie, I have said all that I wished to, I must go back to my tenders. They are waiting for me, to bring me back to reality where it's dark and evil. It is a rat race and mummy must survive that world.

Mummy might not be available for a few days now, my love. But I will after all this is over. Time is running out. I have to leave. Please understand, I love you and miss you, I definately will.

Take care, now, my bloggie, my world.

Mummy
-Reported MIA* for almost a week now. Damn the bloody MEA*!

Note:
TEG : Triethylene glycol
MEG : Monoethylene glycol
PPD : Pour Point Depressant
H2S : Hydrogen Sulphide
MEA: Monoetanol amine
MIA : Oh, for Gad's sake, it's Missing In Action!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

johny be good

never like elton. elton john.

No, I'm not one of them homo-phobics, it's just that I never liked his voice.

But somehow, he got me last nite. I was driving back from send Pres home, and they played the Sacrifice song. See, I dont even know the real name to it. But yes...

I drove extra slower than usual, just so that I will be able to hear the rest of it before reaching home, and yes, we live really close to one to another. Somehow, this aint enough. You know what they say, "Bagi lutut, nak peha". Just a malay saying, it shows that people will be never satisfied with what they have.

I'm also thinking, is it true that "marriages" and the life that revolves around it promise some kinda heaven? Is it true, the pretty pinks and the bed of roses like in the love songs?

Today I enlighted someone, someone really older, whose married, yet cheats on his spouse. I have a feeling it did him good, looks like it. I do hope it.

I have done my bit of cheating too. I started my application process. For a new job. I'm just sending my CV to every single company there is that does the thing I'm interested in. And hopefully, this will be my final stop before I come up with my own.

And so, CVs away......

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Cendol vs. Rojak

or both?

So, what's all this hype goin on at Subang? People queueing up smack at 3-4 in the evening when it is burning hot out there?

And so, Wabba-fesh and sidekicks went in as undercovers to find out:


queue
Ahr.. so this is what the Subang folks do on Saturdays. Queueing up, as if with food stamps, just to get a bite of the best Rojak in KL, currently. Can you believe this?

cendol
Me and my cendol, it has been a century before I had the taste of one of 'em. Yumyum! Tepi longkang pun jadikla... if that is what it takes to have the best cendol in town.

rojak
From the looks on his face, Nathra, I think you should start queueing up for your own plate of rojak. Kusyuk nah... and it certainly looks like we arent the only nutters, looks like people would risk their lives just to have a bite. Sakit bontot ohh, duduk atas palang batu tuh!

rojak vs cendol

I'm calling it a day, looks like the rest of these people still wanna play...

And just if you want to join this rojak vs. cendol mania, this is taken in front of Gazebo Subang.

Hard to miss with a crowd like that!

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

while I have that first cup of coffee...

Have you been so busy, you wished you could grow extra hands on your body? And you had an extra mind which come equiped with an extra pair of ears to answer phone calls and entertain your bosses' query at the same time? And extra time, so you can type up that letter so that it'll be ready for the despatch boy to pick it up, within 5 minutes? Also find for supplier and ask for quotation and tell the guy who made the fake urgency just complete his bloody survey on our chemical price off? Then, suddenly you realise that the clock shows an hour before going home time and you havent had your cup of coffee which you normally have first thing in the morn? Like that isnt enough, your kid sister sends you an sms asking politely if you want to go swimming with her tonite, whom you fong fei kei her like 2 times oredi because you were tired everytime you came back?

Have you? Have you any idea how crazy and how lack of time can drive one up the wall? How time is money and money is power? How life revolve around these two, in fact without them two, we wont have purpose, might also explain our absense?

Have you?

Have you any idea?!

Well, that was how my day went. Thanks for asking. Not that I'm complaining, but I am. I do not know what I am saying. Work sucks. No one leaves a flower on my doorster (like the Blink 182 song). But thank you anyway. Thank you for asking.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

stevie wonder got it wrong

You can shut your mouth, your eyes, your ears too (if you try real hard). One thing you cant shut. Your thoughts.

WHat's that gotta do with anything? Nothing. Really. I thought about it and decided to share it with ya'll. Plus I havent anything to say really.

I am in a good mood. In the previous week I have been confused, probably. Unsure. Messed up, slightly. Like the bad weather of Katrina, all this mixed emotions have gone, I can now come out and play in the sun.

You know what's therapy for couples who had a row?

Like it is for the soul, SHOPPING did good for me and Pres (works like a charm, alar mcm "make-up sex").

This is a weird occurence and discovery, but I decided it worked, judging on the fact that it simply did.

We fought over, I dunno, dont remember now, but yea, I cried and stuff, yada-yada.. (we were at One Utama this shopping mall, Starbucks to be exact). We talked. Like big adults. Not that we arent. Adults, you know. But yea, we sorta solved it. And decided to choose some clothes for me, together. And we bought like crazy. There goes my swiping skills ----> signed, sealed, credited?

And then, before we knew it, we were crazy about each other. Again.

Hence, proving my theory that Shopping Saves The Day.

Friday, September 02, 2005

The return of Mahsuri

A friend just got back for good from the UK. It is great to have her back. Sherrie, Ayie (mahsuri) and I had a small get together today. I missed an hour of my work time and Sherrie paid, saying that she is sharing her blessings. Many more to come for you dear.

When was the last time we had a good chat about.... nothing at all? I remembered doing this, without any interference about what? 3 years back? When all of us had "the time" of our lives.

Truth is things have changed ever since, yet, it stayed the same. What stayed was the friendship, the memories and our love for each other.

All three of us has different routes we would like to take in this life, and once again, like 3 years back, our routes sorta intersected once more. Each of us different, different thoughts but with the same agenda.

If on tv you have Sex and The City, here we have Three's A Party - Ayie, Sherrie and me.

And it will stay that way. Always. For all times.