Friday, July 14, 2006

N.N.D.

the initials. of three sisters, the charmed ones?

the purpose of today's blog is to express how proud I am of my sister who made it as the youngest most intelligent and beautiful member of the family.

My sister Tasha graduated with a master's degree in Chemical Engineering at the age of 21, after having won the Ross Prize from the University of Birmingham on Monday. She manage to make all of us proud by having her name N. NAJMIE DEVARAJAH printed on the wall of fame in the school of Chem Eng this year.

Man... my lil kid sister, God. She's one hellavu freakin genuiz. She's like the only Malaysian who made it on that board. And by God, that board will probably be there for the next 100 years to come.

I thought that having ones name on that board is like a dream and Tasha made it. Damn that devil.

Tash, I'm so proud of you. Mom and dad too. Take care and God bless.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

on the move

fast track.

Monday, 8am : Fly to K.K. Attend meeting and P&ID and document collection at PCSB Sabah

Tuesday, 8am : Continue with document search and collection

Tuesday, 4pm : Fly to Labuan.

Wednesday, 8am : Labuan Gas Terminal Site Visit and Site Verification

Wednesday, 7pm : Fly to back KL

Wednesday, 10pm : Back at home (yea, like finally!)

Thurday, 7am : Back in my cubicle at work.

Tell me how crazy this week has been. All my life, this is the first time I took a flight for 3 consecutive days non stop.

I need my treasured 12-hours sleep. It's been a hectic hectic week, I havent really got time to just take to a long breath of relief. Still at work, now working on another project, trying to meet the dateline for today's submission.

I need the claim and ovetime money, plus all the priceless experiences I have gained. As a compensation for the savings I presented my parents. I guess money out for a good cause, money will come back 10 times the amount I gave. At least I believe so.

It'll keep me goin for now...

Saturday, July 01, 2006

money and yummy-assed footie players are all a girl need to be happily satisfied

Lack of sleep.

Overworked. Both mentally and physically.

A lot of footie entertainment.

Travelling and working both at one go.

A perfect balance? Probably seems so, but damn, I havent been living an active lifestyle like so in... ages?

I have to admit this. I am tired.

Running away from the realm seems like the best thing to do now on a perfect Friday afternoon while the blokes do their Friday prayers.

Feeling a lil bit excited but hopeful at the same time tomorrow comes in like a hellavu suprise to me. I signed up to take part in the badminton tornument by my company. Havent done that in ages. I had a lil bit of hectic practice just to give out shots, and yea... turned to be.. hmm not bad, not bad at all.

I got myself a pair of shoes, a nike drifit T and a wristband. It never occur to me that a lil piece of cloth had its purpose in life. To wipe out the sweat of my forehead. Rite... bet you didnt know that as well?

I realised that with all this technical knowledge that I have absorbed, I lost my skills to pour out my thoughts. So, mind the bad writting and unwitty mind.

Life's pretty hectic at the moment. I have become very much money driven, I'm afraid. My sister's graduating with a perfect 2:1 and I have decided to scavenge every penny I saved for marriage to send my parents for her graduation.

I have decided to give back what's given to me. I'm broke. And off any wedding excitement I had all this while. Sometimes, it's just easy if I could just do a small reception at home and invite just a handful of people.

It came to mind that, is it so hard, for two people who are very much in love and care for each other as much as they care for themselves (or more) to live together as one? It's quite frustrating when I think about it.

I'm not sad but miserable. Because everything seems like it's so far out of reach. When you havent found the 'one', you cry about not find him/her. Now, you've got it, yet it's just so hard.

The responsibilities. The sacrifice. But if I start comparing, there are a hell lot of other people who'd feel worst than I am. So, I try to live it like a perfectly normal person would. I never did complain about it prior to this blog, in fact I feel happy that I am able to help my parents out with whatever I have.

Maybe there is something waiting out there... but I'm not gonna hope for it. I think there are far more better things to hope for, that wont affect me if it didnt happen.

Like Argentina winning against Germany tonite.
Like Reduan and I grabbing to Mix Double cup tomorrow in the badminton tornument.