Friday, October 05, 2007

My mistake is my pain

The time has come for me to runaway again.

I need a break out. I need to find a loophole. I need to just get myself outta here. Fucking politicians. That is what they all are. I'm doing things I hate. The person once I thought was my friend turned out to be the biggest asshole.

Should have listen to En. Zam. All he said was that it was too early to leave.

But it's too late now, to pick up that phone and give him a ring. It's just too late now.

The damage has been done.

I have to admit, I miss that old guy. Eventhough we always argued but he made me feel like I mattered, that my opinions were brilliant. Maybe being a cause is what I crave now.