money and yummy-assed footie players are all a girl need to be happily satisfied
Lack of sleep.Overworked. Both mentally and physically.
A lot of footie entertainment.
Travelling and working both at one go.
A perfect balance? Probably seems so, but damn, I havent been living an active lifestyle like so in... ages?
I have to admit this. I am tired.
Running away from the realm seems like the best thing to do now on a perfect Friday afternoon while the blokes do their Friday prayers.
Feeling a lil bit excited but hopeful at the same time tomorrow comes in like a hellavu suprise to me. I signed up to take part in the badminton tornument by my company. Havent done that in ages. I had a lil bit of hectic practice just to give out shots, and yea... turned to be.. hmm not bad, not bad at all.
I got myself a pair of shoes, a nike drifit T and a wristband. It never occur to me that a lil piece of cloth had its purpose in life. To wipe out the sweat of my forehead. Rite... bet you didnt know that as well?
I realised that with all this technical knowledge that I have absorbed, I lost my skills to pour out my thoughts. So, mind the bad writting and unwitty mind.
Life's pretty hectic at the moment. I have become very much money driven, I'm afraid. My sister's graduating with a perfect 2:1 and I have decided to scavenge every penny I saved for marriage to send my parents for her graduation.
I have decided to give back what's given to me. I'm broke. And off any wedding excitement I had all this while. Sometimes, it's just easy if I could just do a small reception at home and invite just a handful of people.
It came to mind that, is it so hard, for two people who are very much in love and care for each other as much as they care for themselves (or more) to live together as one? It's quite frustrating when I think about it.
I'm not sad but miserable. Because everything seems like it's so far out of reach. When you havent found the 'one', you cry about not find him/her. Now, you've got it, yet it's just so hard.
The responsibilities. The sacrifice. But if I start comparing, there are a hell lot of other people who'd feel worst than I am. So, I try to live it like a perfectly normal person would. I never did complain about it prior to this blog, in fact I feel happy that I am able to help my parents out with whatever I have.
Maybe there is something waiting out there... but I'm not gonna hope for it. I think there are far more better things to hope for, that wont affect me if it didnt happen.
Like Argentina winning against Germany tonite.
Like Reduan and I grabbing to Mix Double cup tomorrow in the badminton tornument.
posted by WaBBa Fe$H @ 5:10 AM
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