Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Waking Up To A Recurring Song

And it is called "Time Is Running Out"

Scary as it sounds, I wake up like a 'zing!' to it. Like the ring of my very annoying clock. Funny but the rhythm keeps me high like the weed I used to smoke once in the UK. And I kinda like the song. Especially when NRG played it once when I went to indulge myself with the sounds from Errie's flicking fingers.

The song reminds me of 'ol fuggy. My fag. Ciggie keeps me happy when I am down, but she is like the Death Angel who will someday inflict my lungs. Ciggie was my true best friend in the dark, in the morns, when I was once having insomnia. I would wake up at 3am or earlier, unable to sleep.

So this song goes to the many ciggies that came and went. Lighted up my sleepless nights.

Then again, this might be about my crying soul. I just need a change in my life. Or I am probably stucked in my past, still waiting for the Death Angel to probably suck the life out of me and hopefully, a new Nadia will be borned. One which is not haunted by her past.

Time Is Running Out by Muse (pretty kewl band)


I think I'm drowning
asphyxiating
I wanna break the spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground

we can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
but I'm restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted

now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out

how did it come to this
you will suck the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
we can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this