Ageing with time
On a day like this, I start to think real hard on what my achievements so far... or what really makes me happy.It's been 2 nites, when I wake up at 3am or so, and start to worry... worry about my ageing self.
Suddenly, I just feel like I am getting old and time is running out on me, as if life is so short. Maybe it is.
Fun? Am I having any fun these days? I dont club anymore like I used to. I rarely go to the movies. My best friend is married. My other best friend is just as busy as I am, sometimes it is lucky to catch her or myself even.. being free on any given day.
I have decided that I am pretty sick of my routined life. Waking up every other day with the thought... man, why do I have to go to work? Why cant I be fucking self-employed or something.
My life is running short by the second. Yes, whose isnt? But am I living it up, optimising it to it's fullest?
The last thing I want is to feel like I missed something on my death bed.
posted by WaBBa Fe$H @ 7:34 AM
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