Thursday, December 02, 2004

Clear of guilt

Everytime I feel like reminiscing my past, some point of life I missed, like KTJ when it felt like a summer camp all day, esp with Aboo to hang out with, I would just listen to a song I played then, and all the memories come flushing into my mind like a projector in my head.

Songs reminds me of time. Like familiar scents too. Some are happy thoughts, some makes me sad, or some makes me feel ridiculous.

This song down here, I just bloody feel those who wrote it, knows me or something. At this point in life, how I feel, how I feel about baby. And how I am. Couldnt have been said better than it is in Vindicated....

By the smart asses Dashboard Confessional...


Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing I am

captivated
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated
I amCertain now that I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so wellI am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption