Thursday, August 11, 2005

Breakups

How many times can one feel like they died everytime a relationship ends? I'm not talking a one-nite-stand here or someone you'd meet just for a movie, or just for a cuppa at the nearest pub.

I'm talking a good one year of getting to know each other, loving and caring or what not at the very least.

How many times can a relationship eat e person, they feel so devastated that they lose the will to breathe air again (esp when it is hazy outside)? How many?

Truthfully, through research, according to Dr Love @ Dr Wabba-Fesh Nadz, just ONCE.

In a whole lifetime, just once.

The relationships that come after that once are like food you eat because you have to eat to live on. It is not something you would die for to obtain. And in one's life, there will surely be a devastating heart-breaking session that will make you stone-cold that, you have built a so-strong super Great Wall of China that there wont be anything for the next person to come and break.

Even worst if this person have gone through a continuing episode of agony, perhaps like waiting for someone he/she love for a year or two just to find that this waited person have got him/herself married in the process.

Strings of bad relationships can make a person immune to any sort of heart breaking event. Like the incident where you blame her for hurting you. Like the incident when you try to hurt yourself, AGAIN. Like the incident when you break promises, LIKE BEFORE.

You know what? These incidents meant nothing and by the way, I slept so well after knowing you couldnt sleep last night.

If you have been reading, according to Dr Love, one can only have ONE devastating break-up all their life.

Guess what? That happened to me five years ago. I have also lost the one I truly loved, full-heartedly to some girl, after that.

This was my seven years of solitude before I met you. Who you think you are to come in a year and destroy all that I have built in that seven years?